It's new! another me..

Semester 3 started..

First class...

Miss Sukhbeer entered. gave us our sem 2 final result..
WOW!!!! Have never expect straight A's would happen on me..

yeah..got straight a's..but according to secondary std it would be 5B's..

all 70 plus..quite satisfied..but not really happy.. i hv no idea why..

huhff.. single ain't easy..bored..

i Thought i hv many.. but when i check..I hv nothing but a few of them which are busy with their own life..

Got to be independent back..

i thought i was healed... no.. i did not..

the scar is still there..very sad..

i feel like crying evryday..or whn i feel like to..but i scared ppl will ask me..

" why are u crying ' ? i dun like answering tht question..

because there are too many reasons for me to cry...and i dun knw hw to answer tht question..too general...

On and Off i will gt to hear sum ppl say about what my dad said bout me..

evrythg he said bout me was all positive statement..

Why he did not tell me straight to my face..?

why do i hv to listen from others,,.,,,????

why??

i regretted i did not wake him up on tht night i visit him....>.< T.T