FrienDs..

Building relationship with friends are hard.. really hard..
I think i have many friends..when it comes to the hard time..i have nobody..
nobody to contact at all..tht time i was vry vry scared..feeling unsecured..i want a hug.. i want comfort..a nice one...i wish thr will be a good listener friend..a friend that can keep the secret between both of us..anywayz, i am sad..because i found tht i hv noboody..But there was once, my friend reminded me..you always will have HIM beside u.. =)

Now i'm a completely grown up girl..Everythg i wanna do i have to consider a lot of times..As a grown up girl and the eldest child in the family..i hv lots of thgs to do..whr i cant list..i can feel the stress..I am no longer the like last time..whr whn i laugh i really laugh out loud..whnever i feel down i hv someone to share..Fr now, it is super hard for me to tell out my feeling....and i realised i've changed a lot..
changing into a bad girl...i dun wan this to happen..i do not want to shout at ppl..i wan to be more talkative..i do not want to be quiet.. but i dun knw why i just cant... sometimes i just feel i hurt a lot of my friends.. but i am so scared or sometimes stubborn to even apologise..
So, if i hurt u..i am sorry..seriously sorry..i do not know what to say anymore..but sorry..T.T