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T.T
i wan my int back~~
don wan go for final ex.....

sweet 16??.．the craps and nonsense..

爱．．
一个十六岁的小女孩．．
爱上一个人．．
很想谈恋爱．．
可是爱不简单．．

她～
不知不觉爱上那个男孩．．
决不敢和他告白．．

love is so hurt..
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已经又一个月没和他联络了．．

三个月．．．

10个月．．

一年．．

．．．
．．．．
．．．．．

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后来．．
她总算学会了．．
如何去爱
可惜你．．早已远去．．
消失在人海．．
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神呀！救救我吧．．
一把年纪了？？（16）
一个爱人都没有．．
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她很一定很爱你．．
别把我比下去
分手也只用了一分钟而已．．
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音乐让我说
怎么说．．？
说说说说　说你爱我．．

老套～！

哈哈哈哈～～～！!

背影

背影-KONE

我们忘了那承诺
要一起开心熬着到最后
你总是看着我笑着点着头
雨过天晴后有灿烂的彩虹
背着我你什么都不肯说
我比你还折磨 no no no no no no
影子多寂寞我
wu hu oh wu

看着你的背影发抖
难道是我给得太过沉重
oh oh 在求我放手
我是真的要的不多
怎么连牵个手都变成是奢求
wo 你不再爱我

for u 我还能爱多久你说
你说再过5秒后
你的眼透露着和他做的梦
不管我紧紧把幸福捧在手
背着我你什么都不肯说
我比你还折磨 no no no no no nonever let you go
我 wu hu oh wu

看着你的背影发抖
难道是我给得太过沉重
oh oh 在求我放手
我是真的要的不多
怎么连牵个手都变成是奢求wo
你不再爱我
想抱你却被你狠狠挣开手
我还傻傻的不敢喊痛
如果抉择让你更快乐
我 wu…会放手给你自由绝不强求

看着你的背影发抖
难道是我给得太过沉重
oh oh 在求我放手
我是真的要的不多
怎么连牵个手都变成是奢求
wo 你不再爱我....

Summary on wht i did during my holidays..

24/05-->26/05
i went to st.john 3rd youth camp..
before we go to our camp site,we went to sg.besar fr the talent competition..
after the competition we went to eat seafood belanja by one elder officer..Tn.Neow..
Then, we went back to the st.john headquarter to send others back first..
Later,around 6++ oni we started our journey to our camp at Nur Lembah Pangsun..
our journey tooks 2 hours++..
we reached thr around 8pm++..
-faster eat our dinner and joined the other members-
2nd nite..
camp fire..
tht was freaking cool..
the zombies really scared me..
lolx..
and the sakai(s) were really sakai..lol..
3rd day..
Most of them cried fr a few reasons..
i didnt cry..dun knw why..
usually im sure the first to cry..loves crying..xD
small kid!! xD
whn i reached home..i bathed..
thn online..missed my pc so much..
half chatting half sleeping..and at last i slept in front of the pc..
@.@

01/06-->03/06
2nd camp..
xD
Botanic Family Church Camp 2008..
there were many mgs-ian too..
pei ghee,hannah,jas min and I!!
hahhaa..
so..im not lonely thr..=)
this was a small camp..oni 30 campers..
so we get to know everyone..
and this was my first time to swim at the beach wif my frens..
first time play bkb in the middle of the nite..
first time 4 in the morning bath..freaking cold..
first time oni slept fr three hours..
ahh~!
and the food thr was really nice..
i ate a lot..
and now im fat~! xD

on 07/06
i went picnic wif my family..
the water was freaking cold..
and there were so many ppls thr..
one accident had occured..
one man climbed up the rocks and fell..
fell behind me..
if i din support him,he will be dead now..
and..my back really hurts..
and i was carrying my sis..
luckily she is ok..
she js gt a shocked and cried thr..
aikh..
now everythg is over..
and skul is starting..
is tmr!!!
ahh~!
so fast..
sad..
nid to wait until august oni gt holiday...aik..
happy schooling day ~~!

~sad..my holiday js ended like tht~

exam... ah~~~!!

~~~~~~~~~~exAm weEk~~~~~~~~~~

missing everyone of u..

wif black jacket are our coaches..
frm left(standing):our coach , shiau ling , sakinah , hajjar , dalila , miss hayati(our team manager) , kim , ecah ,me!! , ikhmar and our coach..
frm left (squating) : lindah , faseha , bong , athiekah , mok , bedah , and sakinah..(we hv to sakinah thr..)lol..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~miss the moment whr we slp,play and chit chat together~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hopefully we'll meet again.. take care mssd player P-18(klang)

soFTBalL~!~~!!~~~!!!

21/04- first day of the softball match..
we hv to win two games on tht day..
our first game was wif kampung jawa...tht skul gals were really violent..and their mouth
were so smelly on tht day.. the way they speak really annoyed me.. and they tried to
confuse all the newbie..they are playing dirty game..am i correct??aikh anywayz,we won
them..but it wasnt a good game for us..the next team was raja zarina..this was their first
time to send team..whn we play wif them..the kampung jawa's gals came and supported
RZ cz we won them..they tak puas hati..nvm if they cum support..again they annoyed
me...by shouting (pitcher cannot pitch,pitcher main bowling,batter cannot bat and stuff)
actually the newbie(RZ) are quite innocent..but after quite sum time they becum like
kpg jawa..aikh...sad..anywayz,we won the game again..haha..so..tues we went again fr
games..^^

22/04-second day fr the softball match..
we played wif smk meru and smk teknik..at first i was so scare..
heard tht they are quite gd..thn whn the game started.i felt it was js ok ni..hee..
thn..tht day we won meru and teknik lo..
thn we ad enter the final..hahaha..so happy..and i've made a home run on tht day..yuppi~!

on 23/04 and 24./04 we had our prac on the morning..
we prac hw to *bunn ball*(not sure the spelling)..they are a few types..anywayz, i still like batting..hehe..

ahhh~~!! finally~~!

fri 25/04- it was our final~~!!!
scary..we played wif klang utama..i was shaking like hell..cant control..
and cried..cx i tot i'm going to miss catch the high ball..scary~!!
thn...we got second lo..closing ceremony..gt medals..
then..they announced the names who hv to go on mon fr the selection..
The selection is to select 15ppl out of 25ppl to go fr msss..
so..mgs hv 6 ppls tht were selected to go fr the selection..
hopefully all will stay...mgs fight! fight! fight!
wuhuuu~~!!!!

最近还好吗？

最近还好吗？
这个问题已经不用再问你了。。
远远看着你。。。。过得非常好。。。非常的开心。。

为什么？
你开心就可以让别人受伤吗？
为什么你又一次的　一次的　让我受伤害。。

为什么？　为什么？
让女生爱上你是你的转长吗？
这样很爽很好玩吗？
玩了就丢。。是这样吗？
女生是你的玩偶吗？
在你的友谊里是没有女生的存在吗？是这样的吗？

为什么？
为什么我们会认识？
如果我不认识你，那我的生活里就没有那么多的烦恼了。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

ｐｓ：女生们，
　　　要小心选朋友或镇安朋友咯。。否则受伤的人是你。。
　
　　男生们，
　　ｎｏ　ｏｆｆｅｎｃｅ　ｙａ．．

最近

最近
不懂怎么了．
心情很差．．很懒惰讲话．．
一但开口说话就很难停下来．．
偶尔对朋友很冷淡．．
觉得非常的愧疚．．

最近．．
比较喜欢一个人．．
一个人走走．．
一个人唱歌．．
一个人在房间里．．
偶尔还是会找朋友讲一些非话或者我自己创作的冷笑话．．

朋友们，
你们最还好吗？
对不起．．如果我的话伤害到你们的心．．

对不起．．

lyrics (teardrops on my guitar)

"Teardrops On My Guitar"
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

haha!

yuppi! at last i can post ..
my previous blogspot cannot post anythg jor..
gt prob..dun knw wht's the prob oso..
so blur..@@
haha..nxt time this is the place i can crap many many thgs..if i'm boring sad or lonely..
of cox..i will share my happy moment here too^^..
my first post and second post are js testing whether i can post o not..haha..
hopefully not like last time..create tht acc oni can post one time..>.<
hee..

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hopefully i can post sth nxt time..
XD..